Digressive Ramblings

I, like most I'm sure, check out the PostSecret blog every week. This postcard to the left was posted this week. It's one of the most interesting post secrets I've read. I have the fun QR Reader app so I scanned those codes to see what it linked to. This one links to a text message that says, "You are beautiful". I really liked that. I was sitting here feeling fat and bloated and then I saw that, scanned it and smiled. I am beautiful. I am also lucky, blessed, happy, loved etc.  This was a nice reminder. Then I went to go to the URL so I could link the image here... the page name was heartbreaking. It said that on the back of the post card it read, "I don't believe this anymore". It made me think of a talk a friend of mine gave at an EFY I worked at. She talked about self-worth and self-esteem. A lot of people think it goes hand in hand, that they are, in fact, one in the same. This is not the case and I think that's where the world fails...

It was too long to post on facebook so here's all my B's that I miss in an extended status type of way, in no particular order: Best Friend Michele- she is just so great that I love being around her. I feel like she'll NEVER judge/ be disapointed in me... even when she should. She'll always be there for me and I love her to pieces. Best Friend Erica- Which is stupid because she lives like 10 minutes away, but I miss talking to her everyday, hopping into bed with her when something exciting happens, living with her, seeing her.... stupid married life. Best Friend Kay- We email, but face to face or phone hasn't happened in so long that it makes my heart hurt a bit. And she's having a rough time and I hate that! Bed- I woke up at 3:30EST, drove to JFK, hopped on a flight, attempted to sleep for 6 hours and drove to work. Right now nothing sounds better than bed. Brittany Francis- I seriously can't get enough of this girl- she makes me smile and if I w...