Digressive Ramblings

So I haven't blogged in a bit.... Sorry! I've been so busy. I got married and it was AWESOME!!! I highly recommend it :) okay enough smug married talk here... We went on our honeymoon to the Dominican Republic, came home, loaded almost everything we own into a Ubox, Uhaul's POD service, put the rest of it in our luggage and flew out to New York a few days later. It was a whirlwind adventure to say the least, and once we're finall unpacked and living I'll post pictures. We are in New York right now, living on a futon and eating off paper plates ( thank you Bruggemans!) until our stuff gets here. It has been pretty fantastic so far... But I'm ready to find a job and make money instead of spending it and being settled in. Anyway, I'll be keeping this blog still as my own personal blog for my own randomness, but Chad and I are going to blog together at newlywedsinnewyork.blogspot.com so check that one more and follow it and whatnot.

The quick answer is I don't know. I just got a bit of blogging fatigue I think. Here's a quick rundown of my life in the last little bit: ~Photographer DRAMA ~Horrible co-worker saying bad things about me ~Found a place to live in New York... but without Batman :( ~Chad is away at camp... and I miss him a ton ~Less than a month till my wedding! ~lost some weight ~got my hair all dyed for the wedding and it looks AMAZING (that's what the picture is of) ~my dress is looking like a dress now :) ~July's Saturdays: drop Chad off at camp, bridal shower, bridal shower/ cover band, baby shower/ pick Chad up, Wedding stuff! ~NOTHING new in terms of jobs... so annoyed ~Sleeping has been lame... as in I can't do it ~Massage tonight... yes!

So Chad got into Columbia... and only Columbia so come end of August we will both be living in New York (hopefully the city and not a suburb...) I'm excited/nervous/scared/happy/proud/stressed/in awe/ every other emotion you could possibly feel. But today it all finally felt so real. I don't know why it was today... I don't know why it didn't happen when trying on dresses or tasting cake or any of the wedding planning. What made it real was talking to Chad's sister and saying "we". WE are moving to New York, WE are apartment hunting, WE aren't going to be around for Christmas, Halloween, Thanksgiving etc. WE are going to be in a huge city with a million people, but it's going to be just us 2 as we start building OUR life together. WOW. I'm excited.