Digressive Ramblings

So Chad is off in the woods, and has been for the past 24 so days. Can I explain just how over it I am? I don't like that I'm making all the final decisions without his input for the wedding. I don't like that he was not here to cuddle me when I was puking everything I ate for 24 hours. I don't like that he's not here to stop me from meddling in other people's lives. I don't like that when I have a nightmare I can't call him and have him talk me back to sleep. I don't like that when I can't sleep he isn't around to talk me to sleep. I don't like not having him with me when I go out to dinner, or a movie, or a friend's house. I don't like that I never hear from him.  I don't like that he's not around to be with me, cuddle me, hug me, laugh with me, talk with me. UGH It is a very good thing he comes home this weekend because I'm just so over him being gone. OKAY WHINING OVER. In 2 weeks exactly I will be exiting...

The quick answer is I don't know. I just got a bit of blogging fatigue I think. Here's a quick rundown of my life in the last little bit: ~Photographer DRAMA ~Horrible co-worker saying bad things about me ~Found a place to live in New York... but without Batman :( ~Chad is away at camp... and I miss him a ton ~Less than a month till my wedding! ~lost some weight ~got my hair all dyed for the wedding and it looks AMAZING (that's what the picture is of) ~my dress is looking like a dress now :) ~July's Saturdays: drop Chad off at camp, bridal shower, bridal shower/ cover band, baby shower/ pick Chad up, Wedding stuff! ~NOTHING new in terms of jobs... so annoyed ~Sleeping has been lame... as in I can't do it ~Massage tonight... yes!